U’re beautiful bec you devote to your parent

Lady, you are beautiful because you are you

i wrote this one a year ago in my private blog, two days after Indonesian celebrate "KARTINI DAY - April 21st".   

Have you (woman) ever feel that you mean nothing to this world? Or you think that you’re not good enough as a wife or mom?  Too ugly to be loved by a man that you dream about? I believe you have.
I used to hate my self,specially my body. "Why i wasn’t be born as someone who pulchritudinous?"..  could you imagine 150cm girl with 55kg weight?  that was me

time run so fast, i;m 28 y/o woman who can create my own cash. Alhamdulillah I can pay my bills. I realize that "perfect" is not everything, there’s something more than that, "Be grateful and be sincere". We don’t have to be wonder woman (beautiful and can do anything) if we want to be HAPPY…

additional recipe from my mom,"don’t eat something that you cant chew"

btw.. am I too early to post this one ^_^
.. selamat hari kartini..

I definitely mark April (specially in middle) by days that i should pay much attention to my heath.

It was April 11, 2007 (how could i ever forget this date) when i woke up with my head spinning around, i couldn’t move my body at all. I heard people talking outside my room,"GOD, give me a strength to call them, i need some help" i said to my self. once again, i didn’t have any energy to call them. When I heard  my phone rang several time, i knew that i had to call someone, my bubu. Well..i had to spend 2 weeks in hospital for dengue and It felt horrible to stay there.

Felt like "Deja Vu".. the same thing happened on last saturday ( April 11,2008). After had a small chat with ndut, i felt something bad happen with my stomach that I ran to rest room as fast as i could  and i throw up. Hope that wasn’t something serious, i made a tea. Things wasn’t run as good as i hope, i throw up again.I cry in my room..   

1.20 pm.. i heard bubu’s voice outside. "BUBU….." i scream. She came into my room and found me crying. After asking some questions,she said  "you  have enteritis, and you have to eat porridge for several days until your intestine back to normal". She went outside and back to my room with  porridge and 5 pills. I felt much better ever since .

I’m a 28th y/o woman,but i will always be a little girl for my mom. I think we all agree that we will always need mommy around to take care of us. Her "magic hand" will never ever be replaced by anything.