semalam..

saat sebagian besar umat manusia bergembira merayakan datangnya tahun baru, ada saudara kita dibelahan bumi ini yang tidak bisa merayakannya, bahkan mungkin mereka tidak menyadari datangnya pergantian tahun

semalam..

saat kita tertawa dan bercengkrama bersama keluarga dan teman, mereka menangis karena orang yang mereka kasihi terpisah darinya, atau bahkan tak lagi bernyawa

semalam..

saat kita menikmati indahnya cahaya kembang api serta dentuman suara-suara, mereka merasa ketakutan dan harus lari meninggalkan cahaya dan suara yang diakibatkan oleh bom disekitar mereka

saat ini..

sebagian dari kita mungkin masih tertidur lelap termakan letih semalam, sedangkan mereka tidak tau kapankah mereka dapat tidur tanpa harus memikirkan apakah saat mereka terlelap tempat mereka akan hangus terbakar atau tidak

tiada kebahagiaan yang abadi, dan tiada penderitaan tanpa henti. waktu adalah jawabannya (suara untuk Palestina…)

It just a few hours before 2008 flies that I prefer to stay at home instead of celebrate the New Years Eve outside with my friends…

I still surprise when the year will end (as always) “GOD, never realize that time run so fast. What have I done along this chapter of mine?” As I look to my calendar, there are several date been bold, which’s mean that that day has a special meaning for me.

My little sister wedding in January definitely a special moment to our family. Still I remember how everything been prepared and thank GOD I have a wonderful family who lend their hand to support this special event. It brought smile and tears to me.

In the middle of the year, FINALLY I could spend a week holiday with my friends. We’ve already bought a plane ticket since early 2008, hahaha.. we do really wanna go. It felt soooooo good to have it, totally refreshing my mind (really?????). Run away from routines.

December early, another member of family came. My sister delivered her baby boy, Muhammad Athalla Adliansyah,he just like a new sun shine. The biggest fun start, I become BUCI (ibu cici), and play with him bring smile to my face, even when he got puppy and I need to clean it.

Click.. Clock.. time keeps running. LOST and FOUND..HAPPY and SAD..SMILE and TEARS.. feeling that I need to deal with in this year and it seems so hard to release.

Year end, time to close the book and start to write the new one, better one I hope

Well well, this’s the last blog in 2008.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Ever absent, ever near;
Still I see thee, still I hear;
Yet I cannot reach thee, dear!
~Francis Kazinczy

“Dance is an art form that generally refers to movement of the body, usually rhythmic and to music,used as a form of expression,social interaction or presented in a spiritual or performance setting. Dance is also used to describe methods of non-verbal communication (see body language) between humans or animals (bee dance, patterns of behavior such as a mating dance), motion in inanimate objects (the leaves danced in the wind), and certain musical form or genres.” Wikipedia

i can’t remember the first time i got a crush with dance, all that i remember is that  “FAME” became my favorite TV show when i was in elementary school. It was the story of students in School of The Art (specially dance and act). When the show saw played, i can’t take my eyes of it that sometime i became a copy cat of them, did what they did. I love to see them dancing, swinging,roll their shoulder,etc. Not just beautiful, it was sophisticated. I was wondering is there any school like that in Jakarta. If only ..

I have some of dancing  movies that i repeat to watch several time and never feel bored. Save the last dance, Shall We Dance, Coyote Ugly, Dance With Me (can’t remember the rest)  lately.. high school musical

So my interest in dancing hasn’t stop yet. Starting last month i took a private dancing class together with my friends. Well, it’s not as easy as it look. “Dance is not an easy job, you need to use your brain and be discipline” My trainer said.

“Four Steps” become the fist lesson.I was wound-up when i took my first step,sweats in my hand.I said to my self try to be relax. “One.. Two.. Three.. Four..” i keep counting. It took almost 30mts for me to remember all the move and done it right.

Finally, the music played. I tried to follow the rhythm as my body move. “c’mo on Lia, what happen with you” My trainer said when i did mistake. Just like the movies that I’ve watched, voila.. i stepped on my partner foot, (i was wearing 9 cm heel, sorry…). Hahaha.. everybody laugh

Last Saturday I practice SALSA,hhhmmm.. i think i need months. Close to J-Lo?? never

“namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat

tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan”

malaikat juga tau Dewi Lestari

Hello everybody, I’m a 36 weeks and 2.5 kg baby boy of mom to be and dad to be. Right now I’m still inside mommy’s womb (it feels so good in here) busy developing my self. The doctor said the perfect time for me to pop up and to see mom and dad smile will be around November 26, 2008 . Lucky I have people around who love me much that they can’t hardly wait to welcome me.

When I was 34 weeks old everybody started busy to prepare my needs, such as diapers (grandma bought much for this one since I’ll pop up in rainy season), blankets, and clots. Last week, my mom and dad rearrange their bedroom and place a baby box for me to sleep, badly it hasn’t finish yet. I also received some cute goods from my uncle and aunt (love you both…).

As suggested by doctor, yesterday mom had maternity exercise because it has lots of advantage, specially during delivery. When the time is come,I hope mom and I in good health and everything run well.

cu soon..

PS: Do you know my aunt who loves to blog?? I believe starting today her blog will be fulled by story and pic of me

klik.. klok.. klik.. klok..

klik.. klok.. klik.. klok..

..time is up 

thank you for hearing me
..Sinead O’Connor

Thank you for hearing me
Thank you for hearing me
Thank you for hearing me
Thank you for hearing me

Thank you for breaking my heart
Thank you for tearing me apart
Now I’ve a strong, strong heart
Thank you for breaking my heart

U’re beautiful bec you devote to your parent

Lady, you are beautiful because you are you

i wrote this one a year ago in my private blog, two days after Indonesian celebrate "KARTINI DAY - April 21st".   

Have you (woman) ever feel that you mean nothing to this world? Or you think that you’re not good enough as a wife or mom?  Too ugly to be loved by a man that you dream about? I believe you have.
I used to hate my self,specially my body. "Why i wasn’t be born as someone who pulchritudinous?"..  could you imagine 150cm girl with 55kg weight?  that was me

time run so fast, i;m 28 y/o woman who can create my own cash. Alhamdulillah I can pay my bills. I realize that "perfect" is not everything, there’s something more than that, "Be grateful and be sincere". We don’t have to be wonder woman (beautiful and can do anything) if we want to be HAPPY…

additional recipe from my mom,"don’t eat something that you cant chew"

btw.. am I too early to post this one ^_^
.. selamat hari kartini..

I definitely mark April (specially in middle) by days that i should pay much attention to my heath.

It was April 11, 2007 (how could i ever forget this date) when i woke up with my head spinning around, i couldn’t move my body at all. I heard people talking outside my room,"GOD, give me a strength to call them, i need some help" i said to my self. once again, i didn’t have any energy to call them. When I heard  my phone rang several time, i knew that i had to call someone, my bubu. Well..i had to spend 2 weeks in hospital for dengue and It felt horrible to stay there.

Felt like "Deja Vu".. the same thing happened on last saturday ( April 11,2008). After had a small chat with ndut, i felt something bad happen with my stomach that I ran to rest room as fast as i could  and i throw up. Hope that wasn’t something serious, i made a tea. Things wasn’t run as good as i hope, i throw up again.I cry in my room..   

1.20 pm.. i heard bubu’s voice outside. "BUBU….." i scream. She came into my room and found me crying. After asking some questions,she said  "you  have enteritis, and you have to eat porridge for several days until your intestine back to normal". She went outside and back to my room with  porridge and 5 pills. I felt much better ever since .

I’m a 28th y/o woman,but i will always be a little girl for my mom. I think we all agree that we will always need mommy around to take care of us. Her "magic hand" will never ever be replaced by anything.